So.. doesnt it suck when people you thought would stick by you through thick and thin, just push you away like you mean nothing? Like your life has amounted to such shit they can't put up with you anymore? That really kills me. The one person I thought would stay strong for me, has pretty much given up on me. Or pushed me away. And quite frankly im tired of running back to him, of trying so hard to stay in his life. As far as Im concerned, if he wants me around, he'll have to come find me.

But on a lighter note... I had an amazing weekend; met some amazing people and did some crazy things! I'm sooo in love with life. I just wish asshole could cooperate instead of adding some negativity into my life. I finally bought a phone.. and we've had two snow days ina row so far! Rumor has it there could be another tomorrow, but Im not holding my breath. I'm going back to freeport next saturday, too! Gonna have a craazy ass funn time, imsure!

ill put some pics up maybe..